Welcome to my World

The last few weeks I've been in a sort of dangerous, "I really couldn't give two shits," kind of mood. As a result, I feel I've become very detached from the important things in my life. School, love, friendships, family; I've been seeing them in a new perspective that I hadn't ever considered before. Perhaps this is just me growing up some, changing from the kid who cared about everyone and everything and never wanted to step on any toes, to the man who looks out for himself since no one else really will. As well, I've been very philosophical lately. Generally, I tend to get that way whenever I'm extremely tired and yet don't sleep. Around one or two in the morning I just tend to think about things in my life and the world and what they all mean in the grand scheme of things. The past week or so though, I've been feeling like that all the time. Perhaps I'm just generally tired more than in the past. I can assure you that, at the moment, I could definitely use a few more winks of sleep. Anyways, sorry for the rambling. Just some thought vomit for you on this cold and dreary Monday morning.